Exams, exams, exams!

Okay, so major stressful week. I guess I'll be captivating my days of Exam studying and how it went.

For exams, I have University courses - Biology, Math, Law and English.

Today I had Biology.

Last night I studied 6 until 2 in the morning, with breaks of course. 3 cups of coffee, and friends to vent on the phone with. It went pretty well. I had 3 or less hours of sleep and I went to school early to study more.

I wanted to cry. Why? because I know that I studied hard enough for the exam, yet I still didn't push myself to write it all out. By 11:30AM, they said the exams were over and I hadn't finished my Communications section, TELL ME why I thought it ended at 12. So, at that point I was rushing myself. By 12, teacher told us we had to stop. So I had over 5 questions with funky answers. I'm pretty mad.

Tomorrow I have Math, and I think it'll go okay. Minus the fact that Rachael has my notes, so I very angered by that. So I'm studying from bullshit in my binder =( Which is very messy. S'all right. Just really happy I'm getting great in that classsssss!

Okay, off to studying.

Updates tomorrow,
xoxo

Say wuuurd!

Never settle for less.

P.S.
got my laptop fixed! Haha. =)

My days are cold without you,
But I'm hurting while I'm with you.
My heart can't take no more..
I keep on running back to you*

I don't know what to say. I'm foolish for ever doing that and ofcourse I regret that with my whole heart because that ripped our relation apart in a huge way. No matter how much I seem to hurt you, I notice you stick by me and the same will always go for you. My best friend and my everything. What else can I say? I got everything I need in life and I don't know why I'm taking it for advantage or granted.

Other notes,

Exams are soon. Damn it!
Weekend and next few days are major studying!!!
Exams are as follows:
January 27 - Biology Exam
January 28 - Math Exam
January 29 - Law Exam
Weekend to study!
February 01 - English Exam
February 02 - Conflict day
February 03 - Second Semester Staarts!

Time to get serious, haha.

Surprise!

Weekend was all right, yesterday was good. Pretty chill after such a stressful week. Yesterday was Jasper's Surprise party and spent it with the mains and some others I hardly talk too. Just chilled the whole night then after walked out with Toni, Misty and Oj to get some drinks. Came back and that's all I remember. LOL. How horrible. All I know is Mike walked me home. But gladly I didn't do anything too stupid. =) so that's a plus. Hahaha.

Next two weeks are definitely gonna be stressful. Last minute homework, tests and projects coming up then Exam week. Ahh! Can't wait until it passes then gonna party and let go with the mains.

Ah, I say stupid things when I'm out of it. REAL stupid. Fuck me. Lmao. -.-""""""

Oh man.

I'm actually excited for this year. So many things to look forward too and capture new experiences. Really. I'm excited. No one can bring this smile down. If you do, say your prayers.

♥

" Stop leading guys on.. "

Ouch.

School sucks..

But on the plus side, my grades are finally going higher. Who's proud? I am!

I'm finally learning to let go of stress and find my priorities in life,
Which is school, yes, school, family, friends and God.

I'm having bad memories come back in my mind, as long as I just think about it and not go through with it.. Physically, I think I'm good.

In 2010 I will ...

- Spend more time with my family and friends, aka, no more flopping!
- Work out and eat healthier
- Sleep more
- Less technology (lol)
- Do homework, study and get good grades
- Get a job
- Get my g1 AND g2
- Save money $$$
- Stop abusing my body (piercings, tattoo, dying hair, drawing on arms.. YEAH)
- Clean up after my own mess
- Be nicer and watch what I say .. at least try, won't hurt.

and in 2010...

- I will get over you

=)

2010 I'm ready.

It's a new year. And as easy to say, but not as easy to do, it will definitely be a new me. Drastic changes not only personality wise, but intellectually, emotionally, physically and spiritually. I'm putting all things behind me and starting a new. I've looked back at the memories of 2009, and it's been a fun ride, but at the same time, I can forget a lot of stuff. Pain, misery, being sick, dropped, backstabbed, lied too, I am going to avoid that in the year 2010. I'll try to be happier, not just for my sake, but for the sake of the people around me knowing they will end up being affected by how I present myself. It's going to be a hella ride, but I'm going to make the best of it. New year, new memories, new ME.. geeeet it!

2010, spent New Year's eve and day with the family. Once a year we ALL spend it with each other with no drama or anything. I'm glad I didn't flop on this, this year, because for once it felt happy. It had a positive atmosphere. The past two New Year's has been shitty, no offense. Because my Grandpa wasn't there. But this year, even if he's still in the back of our minds, we learned he's still with us, partying it up, slamming those pots and pans together and throwing almost $100 worth of change on the floor. We miss you Tatay.

♥ And to close this. Happy New Year, everyone! ;)