Monday, May 03, 2010

Check yourself before you wreck yourself.

So I'm having post depression somethig something. Not literally but I don't know. I miss a lot of things. And nothiings right these days.

I'm trying to hold on. But you make it SO HARD. Give me a reason to hold on, not to let go. You're all talk but no action. I'm getting tired of fighting by myself and making it work. It's called a relationship forr a reason..

Anyways. Awkward moment today. I actually thought we were good now. Then were talking and you suddenly put your arm around me. Awkward turtle one. Suddenly as were talking you call me by your girls name.... Major awkward turtle two. I love how you try to play it off like I didn't hear it.. Homie I heard it PERFECTLY. Stupid cunt. What's really goig through your head sometimes?!

.. I need better days. That's all I ask. Today was pretty good. Went to Tim Hortons with Misty, Marc and Farrell then decided to go to the beach. Lemme tell you how calming that was. They made my week already and made me laugh. Havnt had a good laugh in a while. And so I thank them for that.

Too bad nothing's forever.